41 years ago today, I was standing in our dining room, ready to start a new chapter in life. I was to go into Canandaigua Hospital and have our son. I remember it was snowing out, cold and windy….
I was nervous, I knew not exactly what to expect, but it was so very exciting at the same time.
And after about 30 1/2 hrs, our precious son was born.
For so many many years, waking up each morning brought such a feeling of excitement, as I would be looking forward to what the next day would bring and feeling so blessed for yet another day of being his mom.
As I remember the days and months leading up to this special time in my life, I realize that every twist and turn, every second of every day, created the path that led me to that time in my life.
It’s such a blessing when I think about even though we have no idea what God has planned for us, God has the entire blueprint laid out.
There are so many times when things happen, and at the time, we may not have any idea why they happened the way they did, but as we continue down the road of life…if we take time to look in the rearview mirror, we can see how things line up.
The heartbreaks, the smiles, the hurts, the losses, the still times, the crazy times, the tragedies, the blessings…..
All the minutes, all the turns, led me to motherhood, and I feel so very lucky.
So the anticipated March 8th day of birth was extended to March 9th, 1982. Yeah I guess he wanted to take his time being born, and after hours of labor and a slowing fetal heart rate, he was born via c section.
It’s funny because it seemed like forever to get from finding out I was pregnant until the actual delivery of him. I really loved being pregnant, I never complained about it, and I did try not to have it affect my moods. I remember the harder it was to go up and down the stairs, and also how I needed to take naps.. ( and I am not a nap person.)
Being a stay-at-home mom for a few years, I was able to watch the wonders of every exciting minute he changed, as he became more aware of words being said to him.
I would lean towards him and say different words, or sing songs, and he would just smile and try to talk back to me.
He was very curious about different sounds, and he totally loved Neil Diamond’s music when I played an album. We have traveled the journey of many miles, and with each step tough as they may have been at times, he was my sunshine …
In life, I think we can get so busy that it can be difficult to stop and enjoy special moments, these times were priceless to me.
I look back over the highways of life so often, not to reflect on the negatives, but to reflect on the entire picture. Knowing that the road in the rearview mirror is much longer than the road still yet to travel, I think I appreciate every step even more.
Being a mom, well that has been the best. Being a wife to Mark has been a blessing beyond what words can ever explain. Being a friend to some very special people, being a sister, a daughter, and being a grandmother, well each of these are so very special.
There are so many things in my mind that I want to get onto paper while my mind still will let me remember them. yet it is difficult to get the words on paper as fast as they float around. So I hope to get more posted in days, weeks and months to come.
Today though as the day is ending, I am reflecting on the long journey from that hospital admission, to finally meeting this little guy on March 9th…. I remember how strange it was just a day later… we went from a snowy March 8th, to almost spring-like weather a day later… the warmth of bringing this little blessing into the world, a little being who was going to make so many people’s lives a little better because of him…..41 years later… he is as much of a blessing now as he was back then.
So as I end this for tonight, as I am getting ready to end another day, I thank God for so much,
Until later, Mrs Justa alias Cindy